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Sunday, April 12, 2009
It's official.
03:40 I have moved. For real. Update please! Bookmark, relink, do what you have to... Saturday, April 11, 2009
BORED BORED BORED
02:28 Okay. I am extremely bored of everything, even blogging. I can't keep sitting around on my ass doing nothing constructive. I do nothing but watch movies, laze around, play FF7, read, fix my 1000 piece jigsaw and go out occasionally. I NEED A JOB. Sunday, April 05, 2009
<3s All Over The World
02:40 I am truly lucky to have wonderful friends who are extraordinarily sweet (: Thank you guys for the surprise party. I love you insanely. WILL POST PICTURES ONCE THEY ARE UP. The Aftermath of Party - Izzy: Hahaha sure no problem :) Me: HUGGLES. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, OVERZEALOUS HOR. Izzy: aww I love you too. Though I do get slightly jealous over FF7 and all. HAHAHAHA. Dinner soon my lovelies! Saturday, April 04, 2009
Epic Bimbo Quotes from the Whale.
00:30 On the topic of my highly probable, imminent move to Jurong and how much we like Serangoon: Timo: "I love Chiltern Park. All my neighbours are there." Me: "DUH TIMO, DUH!" On losing some weight: Timo exclaiming excitedly: "I've got cheekbones already!" Me: "WHO DOESN'T?!" Sigh. My perfect bimbo friend. Life would be so dull without you. Friday, April 03, 2009
Bird is the Word.
17:53 I would post photos from my birthday, except that I'm kind of preoccupied playing FF7, racing Chocobos and trying to breed a Gold one. Meh, I'm a total geek. Until I have time to upload / photoshop those, my blog will be pretty much dead. Yay for the groundbreaking non-news of the day. Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Random musings
22:01 I spent my life so far playing by the rules, toeing the line, occasionally crossing it but never actually straying far before turning back. It gets tiring, sometimes. Wild, reckless abandon not being an option, you're weighed down by morals and values that don't really mean that much to you. Restrain a death sentence handed out by yourself, there is no escape, no appeal, because who would go against themselves, really? Sunday, March 22, 2009
These Childhood Games
23:54 After scouring countless gaming forums boasting the best and most comprehensive patches for Windows XP / Vista, some of them inclusive of cheats and other game or aesthetic enhancements, I finally found something that works. I revived my very old NEC laptop, uninstalled almost everything but the bare essentials to improve its speed (which is near negligent) and then installed Final Fantasy VII. AND IT WORKED. IT FINALLY WORKED. FUCK YEAH. Works on Windows XP only, though. Couldn't find any Vista patch. For all you FF7 fanboys out there, check out this patch here. So much for moving my blog. I'm too caught up with revisiting my childhood games to bother, at least for now.
Dreams;
02:08 The ones that you have when you're awake. The ones you want so badly to come true. The ones that are so real they almost seem within your grasp. Until you try to reach out. Then they dissipate, almost as quickly as they form, leaving only the bitter residue of regret. Dreams that once existed don't get a category of their own. They are shoved to the back of our memory shelves, overshadowed by the shiny new ones untouched by grime. Layers upon layers of dreams - old, broken or brand new, fulfilled or unfulfilled, they co-exist in this little space in our heads, dancing in and out of memory. Some are sneering, some taunting. Most of them just exist, without hope of ever completing the transformation to become reality, to accomplish their purpose as dreams. Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Dreams;
15:24 Those recurring ones, too real to ignore, haunting your waking moments. Wishing you could dismiss them in one broad stroke as just, dreams. Tuesday, March 10, 2009
This post is specially for Nura & Dexian:
23:32 Let's meet on Friday for dinner! Wanton Mee. For real. Hurhur. Tag on my board and let me know where. -- On a separate note, I am moving so I won't be posting here much. Look out for my new blog. Sunday, March 08, 2009
Strange things.
03:35 I developed this strange inclination to rollies so abruptly it scares me. The sheer Ah-Pekness of it freaks me out. I am neither broke nor old. Deriving primal pleasure from rolling bits of tobacco leaves into a tiny, perfect little cone is hardly glamorous or proper for a prissy girl like myself. Trust my Ah Beng / Ah Pek brother to introduce such things to me. Tsk. Friday, March 06, 2009
Meh.
15:00 So I haven't been blogging because I've been sick, stuck at home and bored shitless. I just stayed at home for a whole week during a holiday. Nothing very inspirational about that. But yesterday was fun, truly. I missed you guys. Now back to my search for a new blogskin. I'm totally tired of seeing my own face every time I'm on my blog. Friday, February 27, 2009
OMG MILESTONE MOMENT.
16:21 Clem is working and since he lost his iPod and is bored shitless without it, I decided to lend him my old one. So Mr. Drama King texted me this last night: "Baby. You are my saviour from boredom. Thanks for the iPod! Godsend." Too cute, too cute. And while he was at work today, I got this shocking text: "Iron Maiden like nice." I replied a hearty "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA." Two whole years of me trying to convince him that Iron Maiden is THE most awesome and trying to get him to understand why the hell I even listen to metal, AND ALL I HAD TO DO WAS JUST LEND HIM MY IPOD?! I am feeling absolutely smug and triumphant now. *does an Izzy's fists in the air & Nura's C-ronaldo smug face
Frustrations.
02:09 In the face of trouble, danger, threats, opportunities, uncertainties, truths, things larger than life and responsibilities greater than you've ever imagined - You don't run away. You just don't. You take the motherfucking issue head on and fight to the death. Tuesday, February 24, 2009
The lack of faith.
08:42 It was a long bus ride, with good music. The vast, vast sky with its glorious sunset had the wispy clouds flirting with colours of white, gold and pink. Staring at its infinite layers of beauty, I could almost believe that there was a God, the very one you told me about a long time ago. Monday, February 23, 2009
Of late night musings.
01:55 How can humans be so deeply and repeatedly scarred, yet fling themselves at the first chance of recovery as if nothing ever happened? As if they still retained some form of innocence. As if nothing could kill their hope. As if they still believed. Aren't they supposed to be jaded, cynical individuals? Why do they still try? Is a sliver of hope really worth a million failures and heartbreaks? Sunday, February 22, 2009
You know you're getting old when...
16:09 ...you trade your favourite soft, feather and cotton pillows for a hard, foam, curved pillow that promises better sleep and support through the night. Godammit. |
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